Simply A Slut??

As always, or so it seems in this town, that the drama has arisen again. I am being called a slut (among other not so polite names, that I do not care to repeat) by someone who is mad that I wouldn't sleep with him. Now that situation has always boggled my mind. I am a slut because I did NOT sleep with you. Well I'm pretty sure that last time I checked, slut was someone who sleeps around, not refuses to do so. The jealousy that he holds is ridiculous, not to mention childish. It so baffles me that someone who thinks that they are such a nice straight forward person would say or do the things that they said and did. I guess honestly I shouldn't be all that shocked, no one really is who they appear to be at first glance. Its when a deeper look is taken into someone and the qualities that they have that we find out who people really truly are. Trust me, I am by no means a saint or perfect, but I also at least know the boundaries to retain. I make mistakes just like the rest of the worlds population. But I can also say that when i make a mistake that I am quick to try to better it or at least "patch it up".
Although I wont name any names on whom it is that obviously is in great need of a Webster's Dictionary, I will say this to him: You think that you are cutting my down by the insults that you keep giving me. But all you are really doing is digging your hole that much deeper. By being older than me and continuously throwing that in my face, I would like to think that you would be capable of acting you age. Yes sometimes I am immature, but I also admit to that. I'm sorry that you feel the things that you do about me, but I never had any intentions of "hooking up" with you. Friendship was as far as I wanted to take it.
I guess there really isn't much else to whine about dealing with this subject, but I will end it with this... I was brought up knowing to never judge a book by its cover, and everyone deserves second chances, and that first impressions are always important. Every assumption that I had of him.. was correct. So if it makes me a slut to hold morals, and to stay away from you and your lack of morality, fine. I guess that today, I'm Simply A Slut.

Just an Introduction

So, I am new to the blogging world. But want to give it a try. I've been following my cousin's blog, I guess that's called "blog stalking", but I just had to get one for myself. This is just going to be a place for me to lay my thoughts out, my messy life. Yes, I am young, only 20. What kind of issues can I really experience? Nothing compared to some that I have read. I just need a place to lay it all out in words. A "safe place". So let's see how this goes. Wish me luck!



A little background information on me. I live in NC. A very boring town that I have lived in my whole life. I am a true southerner (a Louisiana girl at heart), and a hard core Daddy's Girl. I have already graduated from high school, and did one year at ECU. That didn't work out so well. I guess that is something that I am going to be facing at some point. I am currently living back at home with my Dad and Sister. She is a rising senior in high school. I have a brother about to graduate from NCSU. You are probably wondering why I am choosing to tell you all this nonsense. Well, it is what makes me, me. And what produces the thoughts I have. This blog is simply me. Like it or don't, take it or leave it. I am simply a mess and I tend to sometimes make a mountain out of a mole-hill. Maybe this blog will bring me the advice that I need from outsiders. Someone not connected to the situation. My goal is just to write. To do what I want to do, and be who I want to be.



I hope you enjoy.